Cheer..

Recently, i feel really exhausted. With job, with people, like nothing is going right with my life.

I turn on my music online and found this song..

Cheer – Kwak Jin Eon

Lyric:

I’m not lonely even among the crowd
I’m used to this ashy city
My tiny apartment feels cozy

I wanted to live a cool life just once
But now I think I’m really tired
Saying that I’m alright is more comfortable

Just like everyone knows, just like everyone else lives
I know that I have great wings

Just like how my mother said to live confidently
Just like back then, like the stubbornness
I draw out my droopy shoulders

The child who left his home, saying he’d change the world
He’s not me but still, let’s be strong

Just like everyone knows, just like everyone else lives
I know that I have great wings

Just like how my mother said to live confidently
Just like back then, like the stubbornness
I straighten up my droopy shoulders

I end up wept my eyes. “I know that i have great wings”. Yeah, i know that i have graet wings. And i want to make my mom proud. But i’m too scared to move forward. Failed after failed always haunted me. I still remember vividly the face that she shows me when i tell her that i failed to get the job for the very first time. The face that told me, “I still proud of you darl”. 

But i end up failed at any job. And she remain the same.

I feel like i was walking at the tight rope, that i end up falling to the bottom any time. I cant breath. 

And that song, relaxes me. That i have to move forward no matter what..

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